Thank you.

I guess you could say I've been slipping back into old habits. I've been feeling more vulnerable lately and I hate that. I've been so stressed and sad that I've been abusing my bank account :( I'm glad my friends have been there to help me through it though. They've been giving me advice and just listening.. and sometimes you just need someone to listen. They've been really helpful, though not that supportive about my decision, (some of them at least). I'm still a bit on the fence, but more or less; I've decided. Even friends that I thought I'd never be able to talk to about this predicament have proved me wrong. I'm glad that they are still willing to give advice even after what we've been through. So, I guess what I'm trying to say is, thank you to every one that has been helping me through this rough patch. Thank you for just lending me your ears; it really does help. I know I'm stubborn and often don't listen to what you think is best for me but please know, I really do appreciate you trying. Sometimes, I'm just hard to reason with. I hope that when you need someone to listen and give you advice, you'll ask for my help; I would jump at the chance. You truly all are a wonderful bunch and am SO SO grateful to have each and every one of you in my life. Thank you for caring <3