I Know What I Want

I want someone to be there for me. I want someone to tell me everything will be okay even if it won't. I want someone to just hug me and make me feel safe. Someone whom I can talk to about anything and everything. I like to hug. I like to cuddle. I enjoy holding hands. I like the way sweet kisses feel. As well as the intense passionate make out sessions. I like the way lingering lips feel (or don't feel), a centimetre a part; inching closer and closer. I get jealous. I am paranoid. It's hard for me to put all my trust into someone. I laugh, I cry, I smile and frown. I believe in love; true, infinite, unconditional love. I want someone to share life with. I want someone to share all the ups, downs, highs, and lows of life. I want someone to walk the journey with me, no matter how long it may take; no matter how hard it may be. I want a shoulder to lean on. I want to be a shoulder someone else leans on. I want to be their rock that keeps them grounded. This is what I want. Eventually. Now is the time to live my life without the worries of tomorrow. Without the worries of what's going to happen a week, month, or year from now. I want all of it. But for now, I can just live life, to the best of my abilities, sans the worries of whether or not I'll get what I want. I won't waste my time looking for it because when it's the right time, it will find me. After all, I am a fate believer ;)