Take a Chance on Me.

You're so scared to fall in love
Cuz you end up in the dust
Every time every time...

Now you see us all the same
Like our words are just a game
Spitting lies, dirty lies

I know you know
There's something here
But you cannot get past the fear
I can help you make it clear...

So when you feel like trying again
Reach out, take my hand
So how great it could be
To fall in love with someone you can trust

Who would never give up
Cuz you're all that he needs
Baby take a chance on me
Baby take a chance on, oh oh
Baby take a chance on me
Baby take a chance on, oh oh oh

You give 100% but you've never seen a cent
They're so blind, they're so blind
Cuz i'm looking at your face
And the world's a better place
In your eyes, lovely eyes

I know you know
There's something here
But you cannot get past the fear
I can help you make it clear...

So when you feel like trying again
Reach out, take my hand
So how great it could be
To fall in love with someone you can trust

Who would never give up
Cuz you're all that he needs
Baby take a chance on me
Baby take a chance on, oh oh
Baby take a chance on me
Baby take a chance on, oh oh oh

You got nothing to lose baby,
But you won't know if you don't try
Please don't leave me asking why
So when you're ready to choose baby
I'll be here with open arms
With the same in love in my heart

So when you feel like trying again
Reach out, take my hand
So how great it could be
To fall in love with someone you can trust

Who would never give up
Cuz you're all that he needs
Baby take a chance on me
Baby take a chance on, oh oh
Baby take a chance on me
Baby take a chance on, oh oh oh


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Social Networkless.. sort of.

So, I've been trying to focus on my final assignments for the past few days.. in keeping with this idea, I've been trying to cut out the use of social networking sites (mainly facebook and twitter). Okay, I've sort of been cheating because I still open them and check my news feed/timeline but I've been trying super hard not to post anything so people will think that I haven't been using them.. but in actuality I have been lurking secretly.. haha. I'm starting to slowly go crazy.. since there are things that I want to post.. like one liners that I really can't post here.. because I think it'd be pointless.. just like random thoughts that run through my head.. I want to be able to post on twitter.. but I can't. I need to wait until after Dec 1! So, I guess I'll just post a few random thoughts that I would have tweeted if I were to be using twitter..

I'm gonna be late
I wish I could drive
I'm hungry
My hands are cold
Why is it so cold out?
I'm thirsty
Where's the bus?
I miss you
My heart is racing..
Ugh, I'm so frustratedddd

Hmm.. maybe I should try and keep track of every single thought that runs through my mind in a given day and see how that goes.. I'll think about it. Anyways, I should probably get back to my assignment.

Go on.

You can do it. You can. Go on, Love.

Slippery Slope

In this game that we call love, it is a slippery one. One false move; and it's game over. And the thing is, once you get going, gravity continues to pull you down, speeding up, causing you to continue to fall, at increasing speeds, until eventually.. you are stopped by an opposing force. Be careful and good luck.

What if..

Wouldn't it be nice if you could just flip a switch in you that determined who you liked, who you didn't, who you loved, and who you didn't? Wouldn't it make life simpler if you could force yourself to like/love whomever you willed yourself to like/love? There would be no such thing as disappointment, heartbreak, pain.. you could just simply "turn it off". Turn off your feelings for someone unattainable and turn them on for someone else. Although, this idea seems nice.. it's a selfish thought. It's the avoidance of pain. It's the avoidance of heartbreak. It doesn't allow you to genuinely feel. If there was such a thing as "a switch", I would be tempted to turn it on and off but I'm glad that I'm not faced with that temptation. I want to be able to feel..everything. The heartbreak, the pain, the loss, the grief, the bad, and the rock bottoms. By being able to feel these things, I'm able to also feel the opposite; love, pleasure, hope, good, and pure bliss. I don't want to fall in love with someone because I have to force myself. I want it to be effortless. I want to wake up one day and realize that I've fallen in love with him. I want to be head over heels in love; not the mediocre oh, I think I might love him kind of love. I want it all. So no, I would not have it any other way. I want to feel.

GOLD!

I finally got my Starbucks gold card today.. or rather, it came yesterday and my sister did not bother to tell me! I woke up today and to my pleasant surprise, found it on my desk. It is just so beautiful! I cannot wait to use it (: Some pictures for you..

less than three.

#Fatblog

Sushi, fro-yo, sweet potato fries, steak, curly fries, macarons, wings, cheesecake, red velvet cupcakes, green tea ice cream.. mmmm. I seriously need to satisfy all these cravings! ASAP. I am a starving university student..

Relax.

One of my favourite things to do is to light a candle and just cuddle up in bed. I find it so relaxing; just to breathe in the nice, enticing scents of whatever candle I happen to be burning. There's just something so therapeutic about it..

Coming out of my shell.

I had a busy weekend this week! Friday was spent with my sister grocery shopping and eating sushi. Saturday was spent with friends, celebrating a belated birthday, and more sushi. And today, was spent going to work then Jack Astors for dinner and watching Breaking Dawn to end the night. I've missed hanging out with friends, socializing, laughing, having fun. I'm glad I got to venture out, even if it was only for a little while. But, it's back to reality tomorrow.. and with that, I leave to sleep, to dream, and leave tomorrows worries for tomorrow. Good night!

Wanderlust.

I need to get away. I feel super stressed and it's really starting to take a toll on me. I really wish I could just get up, pack my things, hop on a plane and go.

I hope..

I hope that you find love. I hope that love finds you. I hope that you can be happy; genuinely happy. I hope that you will find a way to love again. I hope that you will find someone that loves you for who you are. I hope that you can move on. I hope that you will move on. You deserve beautiful things. You deserve a beautiful life. One full of love, happiness, and joy. You deserve to be able to smile every day; laugh wholeheartedly; play. I'll miss you but know, this is for your own good. Be free. Find love elsewhere because I can't be the one to give it to you. At least not here, not now. Maybe in a few years, maybe never.. maybe in the next lifetime.

For her..

Gaze deeply into her eyes, she'll feel nervous.
Smile at her, she'll smile back.
Reach for her hand, she won't pull away.
Intertwine your fingers with hers, she'll stay.
Lean in closer, tell her you have a secret for her.
Ask her to come closer, she'll move forward.
Slowly, reach for her face.
Tuck the stray hairs that have fallen, behind her ear.
Smile.
She'll melt.
Trace your fingers along her jawline, toward her chin;
Stop.
Lean in closer, she will follow you.
Closer.. closer..
Guide her lips toward yours.
Whisper "I love you"
And leave with a soft, gentle kiss.

After 6 months of Searching..

I finally got a new laptop! I've been looking for one since early this year.. April/May-ish. So that means it took me 6 months to commit to a laptop.. I honestly don't know why it took so long.. super picky I guess. This one has pretty much everything I've been looking for so ya.. I was tired from studying on Saturday night, so I decided to check the Best Buy website. To my surprise, there was this laptop and I thought about it for literally 5 seconds before adding to cart. Then again.. I spent the next half hour or so contemplating whether or not this was really the one I wanted. Well, I have it now, and have since organized everything to my liking.. so it better not crash on me anytime soon. So overall, I am super happy with my purchase! Oh.. there is one thing I'd like to rant about though. Canada Post was the one to deliver my package and instead of waiting for me to answer the door and asking me to sign (like the package directed the person to do).. he rang my doorbell and left my package at my front door.. HE LEFT IT THERE! What if I had not been home? Someone could have stolen my precious laptop and then what? I hope he was just running behind schedule and really needed to make up for lost time. But seriously.. who leaves a laptop at the front door.. sometimes they don't even leave my clothes packages!

How?

Don't you hate when you're dying to ask someone something but you don't know how to ask it? How to phrase it? How to bring it up? That's how I feel. I don't know how to bring up a question that is just itching to get out. I feel like it could tear me apart..

Stressed.

It's been a very stressful.. month or so. Yes, it has been a stressful MONTH or so..and it's going to continue. I really should learn how to balance all my school work. Even when I try to keep up with readings, I always end up falling behind. Today, I had a midterm and it was brutal. Looks like I'll be studying super hard for that final.. Who would have thought that my super adorable prof. could be so evil? :( Anyway, I can't wait until after 5 on Monday.. I get a little bit of a breather, I guess.. but then I have another assignment due that Thursday and a midterm on the following Monday.. It just NEVER ends! I just need to take it day by day and just try to breathe. Sometimes, I forget and end up gasping for air.

Exhausting.

School has been super hectic. Assignments; left, right and centre. Midterms.. yes, I STILL have midterms.. three more to go actually.. By the time I get all my midterms done and out of the way, it's going to be finals. It just NEVER ends. I miss elementary school. Anyway, I'm just trying to cope as best as possible. I'm trying to take it day by day; it seems to be working so far. I can not WAIT for winter break! I miss all my friends. Seems like I don't have any time to breatheee. I just want to cuddle up in bed with a cup of hot cocoa or do something FUN for once! I want to go out without worries of what I have to accomplish for the week. So drained. Oh, I should probably also learn to sleep earlier.. goodnight (: