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I'm a Fate Believer, wishful dreamer, and hopeless romantic.♥ I want someone to come sweep me off my feet, carry me into the sunset, fall asleep under the stars..and wake up to the sunrise.I enjoy the simple things in life. I'm a make-believer. I'll build forts out of sheets, eat til I explode and most of all, I'll live each day. I've had my heart broken, like any other girl; thought it was the end of the world. Trust me, it's not. I still believe in love & I want nothing more in life than to love and be loved. So I'll keep on believing until my happily ever after.

Sunday, October 2, 2011

Which is better?

Sometimes, I wonder how it would be to have never fallen in love. To never have experience all the butterflies, smiles that creep up on my face when I just think of his name or my heart skipping beats. What would it be like to never give your heart to someone? To never have to experience a broken heart? What would it be like I wonder? Would life be easier? I guess, everyone that hasn't been in love, wants to experience it. They want to know how it feels, to be so head over heels in love with someone that just the thought of losing them hurt too much to bear. So I guess.. there are both pros and cons to each scenario. You just need to decide if it's worth it to risk having a broken heart for that moment of pleasure. What if you decide it's not worth it. Will you constantly be wondering what if? What if I had taken that risk. What if I went in for that kiss? Would we be together? Would things be different? Would he end up breaking my heart? Would we end up happily ever after? So many what ifs could be prevented just by taking a leap of faith. So what if he breaks your heart. So what if he doesn't feel the same way. Wouldn't you rather know for sure than to not know and always question? I don't know. I want to try.. but I'm not that courageous. I want to fall in love again but I'm afraid. I wish I didn't know how much it hurt to be broken. But I do..and always will. I'll always know how much it hurts. So which is better? I don't know.
Posted by † rosαℓчn at 1:58 AM
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2 comments:

  1. AnonymousOctober 2, 2011 at 3:52 AM

    I know you are blogging for your reader’s reading pleasure, though I feel they can read other blogs that will not waste their time and actually be a pleasure to read. Your blogs are dead dreary. I am not a blogger, I am a newspaper journalist who, unlike most bloggers (like yourself), is paid for my opinions. I have read a few of your most recent blogs, ones that do not pertain personal events or errands; they are at a very low interest rate. Take my comment as you like or ignore it. I hope this is just a way for you to cure your boredom and not a potential career choice.

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  2. † rosαℓчnOctober 2, 2011 at 9:09 PM

    Actually, I am not blogging for the pleasure of my readers; I blog for my own satisfaction. I agree that my posts are not all happy and full of rainbows and sunshine; I don't intend them to be. You will be glad to hear that I have no intentions of becoming a writer at this point in time. Though, I'm sure there are other writers that are probably more miserable to read than mine. How did you even stumble upon my blog if you don't mind me asking.

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