That feeling..

It's been a while since I've felt this way. I can actually feel you slipping away. You aren't even mine to call mine and yet I can't shake this feeling. It's the feeling you get when you start to lose hope; when you start to question if there is even anything there; if there was anything to begin with. I think the problem with me is that I put effort into one person and then keep putting that effort even when it's not reciprocated. I need a huge flashing sign that tells me when it's time to stop.. I really do. I think I'm starting to reach that point, where I can't be that girl that just waits around. Every time you mention someone else, I get a tinge of jealousy. How can I be jealous of someone else with you, it's just not right; you're not mine. I've spent too much time waiting around. I'm kind of tired of chasing.