Can you guess?

Can you guess what my favourite flower is? Here's a hint.. or maybe 7..

Just in case you still don't know what flowers those are; they're ORCHIDS. MY ABSOLUTE most favourite flower, EVER I never noticed that they sort of have the same centre as a dragon snap :S If you have no idea what a dragon snapper is, here's a look

Okay, I really couldn't find a nice picture of a dragon snapper.. to be honest.. maybe they're not even called dragon snappers :S That's what I always thought they were called..anyone know? But yes, the centre of them look somewhat similar.. are they apart of the same "family"?

Falling out

People change, grow, mature, and friendships do the same. You meet, you grow, you mature and you change. The friendship can grow slowly or you may instantly click and become best friends. But eventually, some friendships just fall apart. Like every other relationship, like anything in life, there's a "falling out". It's not that you don't like the person anymore (okay maybe it's partly because of that) people just change, or maybe you just couldn't see before. You got to know them, for who they really were. You got to see them "comfortable". They no longer put a barrier up or filter everything they say. They are not constantly trying to win your approval because they feel "comfortable". You begin to see all the flaws in the friendship. All the holes and imperfections. You realize that it's not a give and take but more of a one sided take take take. And when you feel like you're not benefiting from something -- a game, business transaction, or in this case, the friendship; you'll want to end it. It's as simple as that. It's bound to happen, sooner or later. Sometimes it's better to end things sooner rather than later. When there's still some salvation left in the friendship; instead of waiting for it to come to the point where you hate the other person. How would you do it though? How do you "end" a friendship? In a relationship, you break up with the other person. You "let them go". You say "we need to talk". You say you "love them but.." How do you "break up" with a friend? Do you tell them? Do you try to talk it out? Is it just a rough patch in your friendship? Something that can be worked on? I feel that most people don't do anything. They let the friendship fade. They stop talking. Stop trying to initiate contact. Stop making plans. They just stop. Like everything comes to a halt and the other person no longer exists. Like they were never friends. Even some friends that you thought you'd be friends with forever, are no longer apart of your life. It's just life. People walk in and out of your life. The only person you can truly count on is yourself. There will always be people that will let you down; even those you thought never would. It's inevitable. So like every relationship, whether it be romantic or not; there is bound to be an end and you just need to appreciate it, as is [in the moment].

Moving on. .

Lately, I've been having butterflies and smiling a lot and thinking about him and wondering what he's doing. Lately, I've been happy. I feel like I'm now ready to move on with my life. I need to move on with my life. I'm excited to move on with my life. It's been a long time coming and I think I'm finally ready to take a leap of faith into the arms of someone else. It's been years of coping with loss and trying to find myself. I've learned a lot about myself and a lot about the people around me. I've learned much from my fall and I can gladly say that I'm now back up on my feet. I am in a good place right now and am able to let someone else in. There will always be a part of me that holds on to the past but I can't let it ruin my future; I won't. So cheers to my last and hello to the next (hopefully) It's on to the next one (:

Sakura

I went to high park yesterday because I had heard that the cherry blossom trees had bloomed! I love cherry blossoms, they are just SO pretty! Of course, I wish they were more pink instead of just white.. but *Sigh* what can you do? If you live around the area (or can commute) I suggest you hurry up and go see them before they're gone! They don't last very long.. Even on a Wednesday afternoon it was pretty busy in the park (especially in the cherry blossom tree area) If you don't know how to get there, just go to high park station, exit and walk into the park. There are a few when you walk a bit into the park but if you venture in a little further (down the path that the trackless train runs on) there's a whole bunch of the lovely trees there. Hope you will go see them and take some snapshots! I will insert some now (:

Cold or Allergies?

I've been feeling a bit *bleh* lately.. I'm not sure if I'm sick or if they're "allergies" I have never had allergies in my life *maybe I have but just never knew?* I really don't know. What's the difference between a cold and allergies? I tried looking it up on google (because I'm a google whore) but results were.. wishy washy to say the least.. Oh, it's mother's day btw! My sister got my mum a lawn mower.. like really?! ugh. I always have the strange urge to always top gifts haha it's terrible. I'm still deciding on what to get my mum even though mother's day will be over in like 2 hours and a bit but better late than never.. right? Any suggestions? What did you get your mums? Leave a comment? *no one ever dones* :(

*insert of some pretty flowers*

The sun is out!

It's a beautiful day here in Canada! The sun is shining and it's a nice temperature! Oh, how I love when the days are just perfect! hehe (: I was going to go to IKEA today to pick up some storage for my make up but my boss asked me to work so I cancelled my IKEA plans and am now waiting to go to work. I wish today was May 6.. so I could grab a half priced frapp on my way to work :( I just might grab one anyways because it's SO nice out! If you are confused as to what I'm talking about then you musn't know.. Starbucks in Canada has brought back half-priced frapps for a limited time! From May 6-15, you can get half-priced frappuccinos! ITS AMAZING. So, I recommend you get on that! Also, if you're looking for a new flavour to try, might I suggest a soy tazo chai frapp? DONT FORGET THE WHIP! Let me know if you try it and tell me how amazing you think it is (:

Post Exams!

Hello lovely readers!

I am back. It's been quite a while since my last post! Since the end of exams, I've been quite busy trying to catch up with my friends and getting reacquainted with my bed (: Let's see.. a run through of what I did in the past few days! Wednesday, I went to a pub called "Imperial pub" with my friends, had a drink there, then went to "Wild Wings" because we were starving! Wild wings.. is THE BEST (just throwing that out there) then we went to "Elephant and Castle" and had some more drinks there and that about wraps up Wednesday. Thursday, I met up with a different group of friends and we went to D&B (Dave and Busters) for anyone who doesn't know what D&B is.. it's basically the adult version of "Chuckie Cheese" So my friends and I had dinner there and then played a whole bunch of games (mainly the ones that gave lots of tickets because we wanted to win prizes (hehe). After that, we did a McDonalds ice cream run because we were craving something sweet and we forgot to get dessert at D&B and that wraps up Thursday night! Friday, another group of friends and I went to the club (Embassy). It was fun but super tiring! Why do heels have to hurt so much?! :( I met a boy at the club whom I danced with (I'd say) a good portion of the night.. but I feel like it was all a dream because I have NO indication of his existence what so ever! *yes, I tried to look for him on fb* Though, going on just a first name is VERY hard. He did ask for my number though, so let's hope he calls or texts! *Will try to update you* And after the club, my friends and I struggled to walk home in our heels.. though one of our crazy friends decided to take hers off and ended up walking barefoot home.. LOL And then there was Saturday. I convinced my friends to go with me to the scavenger hunt held by improv Toronto and I must say, I got super worked up! I was so concentrated on winning and getting all the items on the list but some of my friends weren't so into it. Regardless, we had a fun time and we came up with a really funny team name (slow-slow go-go) If you want it explained, you'll need to ask in the comments (: Well, that was my eventful week! More fun times to come! *Wow, this has been quite the long post* Til next time! Be safe.

In Hindsight.

Today, it is my friends birthday. He just turned 20! It's so weird how most of my friends are going to turn 20 this year.. including me! We will officially be out of the "teens" I remember when I first met him, we were 16 then.. I can't believe we've been friends for almost 4 years..minus the year or so we didn't talk but I'm glad that awkwardness has passed. We've come a long way I think and I hope for many years of friendship to come. I just wanted to wish him a happy birthday and maybe you would too! (by posting a comment) Do you have a friend that's birthday is today? (:

Hopping on.

So, I'm bored.. extremely bored. Which is why I have decided to join formspring! Yes.. I have hopped onto the formspring bandwagon.. not sure how long I'll hold on for though.. so we'll see! SEND SOME QUESTIONS MY WAYYYY (: http://www.formspring.me/rosaalyn <~~click. Ya yaaa?

Be-dazzled.

Yet again, I have painted my nails! I hope that my nails will inspire Spring to come.. It's quite cold still where I live.. and it was SUPER windy today. I'm not a big fan of wind.. it makes my hair go crazy and sometimes causes me to hyperventilate.. (hehe) Anyways, leave your thoughts (: toodle-oooh!

RUSSIA?

No, I am not going to Russia.. though I'd like to in the future.. I'd like to go everywhere actually! But I'm saying Russia right now because I just checked my stats today and I got my first view from there! yay (: My blog is SLOWLY going international! woot woot (: I hope to get more views from all over! France? Won't you come and say hi? Bonjour? Oui, je parle un peu de francais.. I hope that wasn't wrong.. haha! I haven't blogged in a day or two I think :S Sorry! I promise to update soon. For now, I hope all is well! Until next time, be well and take care!

Marriage?

So.. I have a question for everyone.. or anyone that reads this. At what age do you think, is the best to get married? I was talking to my brother and sister about this and they want to get married around 22 :S And I thought me wanting to get married at 26 was young! So.. what about everyone else? What age do you want to get married at? Oh, and also how long would you want to date the girl/boy for before getting popped/popping the question? LEAVE A COMMENT!

Nap Time?

I've heard that it's bad to nap.. but why are all the things that are so "bad" for you so hard to resist?! Junk food is "bad" for you.. but why is it SO delicious?! So are you pro- napping? I sure am! I think I'll take a nap now actually. Hope to see 2832735819 new followers when I wake! (Only in my dreams, I know) LEAVE A COMMENT! (:

Rainy days

I think I'm really getting a hand on this blogging thing (: Look what I did!

Yes, I like to paint my nails. I have quite the extensive collection. What are you favourite polishes? Brands? Colours? LEAVE A COMMENT!

Nomnom soy soy

I loveeeeeee vitasoy! Wouldn't it be nice to be sponsored by them? It would be..*sigh I'd like a lifetime supply of soy milk! What's your fave vitasoy flavour? (:

I'm UP! I'm up?

Hello nonfollowers! (who should follow!) I'm up early today because I want to try and keep this blogging-ness going and I don't want to be lethargic in bed all day (as per usual) so here's another post! yayyyyy (: I'm up REALLY early for a weekend.. usually I sleep in `til at least 12 but I woke up to the pitter patter sound of rain today. I don't think I want to go out.. just want to stay in bed and maybe study. Finals are such a buzzkill on my social life! How's the weather like where you are? Leave a comment! (OR 2?)

Starbucks? STARBUCKS!

Alright.. I'm back. Maybe it CAN be a new habit of mine.. we'll have to wait and see. Anywho.. I feel kind of bad, I've sort of been cheating on Starbucks for the past month or so with Timmies.. but that's only because they had the rolll up the rrrrim to win and I really wanted to win a car..didn't happen. Instead I won a few donuts and "coffees" (I subbed for hot chocolate) here and there.. but nothing BIG. I don't think I've ever won anything big.. I'm just very unlucky :( Oh so, back to Starbucks it is! My true love ♡ My fave drink of the moment is the soy green tea latte. YUM~ What's yours? LEAVE A COMMENT?

p.s I SWEAR it tastes better than it looks!

Final stretch

Alright, so this is probably super rare but look! Two posts in like.. 1 hour? It's exam season, the final stretch! I just had one exam today.. advanced developmental psych. *shivers* Let's just say.. I could have done better if I had just studied instead of lounged around. On the bright side, after my exam I went to the mall and got myself some Starbucks and some goodies from the Bay! Maybe I'll take a picture and post it.. but again, don't hold your breath. I have two more exams to go (the 21st and 27th) I can smell freedom already! Can't wait to do nothing all summer! *no sarcasm here* Wow.. I used a lot of exclamations in this post.. I'll try to tone down the excitement. Until next time! (:

Getting Back

I think I'm going to try and start this blogging thing back up.. I never really got super into it to begin with but seeing as summer is just around the corner (for university students that is) and I have nothing better to do, I might as well try and blog. I'm jealous of all those bloggers that are super consistent and have like 283490823582 followers because the things they blog about are meaningful.. I'll try to have some insightful and life altering blogs here and there.. but don't hold your breath. Speak to you soon. Ya? (Let's hope.)

It is what it is

So do you ever wonder why the things that we can't have are the ones that are more desirable? If you're told you're not allowed to eat something because it'll make you fat, you instinctively want to eat it more. When someone tells you to not think of something, you of course think of not thinking about it which makes you think about it more. So when you can't have something you obviously will want it MORE. Take a boy for example. When he doesn't have any attachments, you look at him as a friend. He's genuine, nice, and most importantly; single. Though, you have no interest in him because he just isn't "your type" BUT as soon as some girl comes around and decides he's worthwhile and snatches him up, your bloody instincts come into play. You obsess over this boy as if he was always the lust of your affection. You crave him close to you; every inch of your body, hot from all the blood coursing through your veins. But now it's too late; he's unavailable. That doesn't stop you though. You continue to want him, dreaming of being close, wanting him. So what do you do? Nothing. Because there is nothing you can do. You just gotta sit back and watch the show. You could have been in the show, but no. You placed him on the friends latter and now are a part of the audience. Fun right? Now you can only imagine touching him and kissing his lips. Imagination, is all you have. So all you can do now is hope that the show will end soon and that there won't be an encore. Then when the next casting call is up, you jump for the chance and land the lead role.